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01:58 Sep 30 2007
Times Read: 668


sent to me by a friend

Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,



He told his friends that it was cool,



And when he pulled the trigger back,



It shot with a great crack.



Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,



I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!



But Mommy, when I went to school that day,



I never said good-bye,



I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.



When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,



And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.



Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,



And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.



And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,



And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,



And tell my wonderful f riends; That they always were the best;



Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.



Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,



And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.



Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,



Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.



And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,



I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.



Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,



But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.



Mommy I ran as fast as I could,



When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,



I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,



I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.



I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,



I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.



But Mommy I must go now, The time is gett ing late,



Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.



I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true,



And Mommy all I say is, "Mommy, I love you."


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something i wrote for my dads b-day last year

01:56 Sep 30 2007
Times Read: 669


Today Is Your Birthday

This day is special because you were born

But so is everyday we have you



For 50 years the world has had an angel

A man with a kind heart

A soul that lights the way through dark times

A hero for those who know and love him



A father of four

A good husband

A great amazing man



You are stubborn and hotheaded

But so am I

If you weren’t my father I would have missed out on many things

I am proud and glad you are my father



I am still young, but I know there is no greater father than you

Thanks for being there

Thank you for being my daddy

Have a special day and many more

Happy birthday

Love always Barbra






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04:52 Sep 20 2007
Times Read: 686


This year sucks everyone is dying Nathan a friend of mine was in a terrible car accident he is alright but if the steering wheel was inch to the left he would have died instantly..............he just got out of the hospital and went through surgery and had his lung repaired



My uncle died this year he was someone i loved with every breath i had in me i still love him so much and i miss him so much



my sisters grandfather died he had a heart attack



my best friends grandfather just died



and the love of my life has just lost his grandmother



everyone is in pain and i can't do anything about it this year better end soon or i'll scream



it has to be over soon



and christmas better go by fast to that is one day i just can't bare


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The Two Trees

22:43 Sep 19 2007
Times Read: 689






Beloved, gaze in thine own heart

Gaze no more in the bitter glass

The demons in their subtle guile

Lift up before us when the pass

Or only gaze a little while

For there a fatal image grows

That stormy night receives

Roots half hidden under snows

Bronken boughs and blackened leaves

For ill things turn to ill bareness

In the dim glass the demons hold

The glass of outer weariness

Made when God slept in times of old

There through the broken branches go

The ravens of unresting thought

flying crying to and fro

Cruel claw and hungry throat

Or else they stand and sniff in the wind

And shake their ragged wings alas!

Thy tender eyes grow all unkind

Gaze no more in the bitter glass



W.B. Yeats

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04:52 Sep 19 2007
Times Read: 677


kisses were water, I will give u a sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If LIFE was a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. "worlds best friends week" send this to all ur good friends. Even me, if i am one of them. See how many u get back. If u get more than 3 u r really lovable.""""


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without you

01:07 Sep 18 2007
Times Read: 693


I close my eyes and take a deep breathe

I think of you and my heart begins to beat

How is that possible?

How can my heart beat when I think of you and nothing else?



I lay in bed at night

Wishing I was in your arms

Wishing I could touch you

Kiss you

Hold you

Wishing I could be close to u



Every second we’re apart I die

Every second we’re apart I cry

I feel empty

Lonely

Why can’t I have you



I take a look at my life and notice I haven’t been living

I feel more and more each day

I have never wanted anyone like I want you

I have never needed anyone like I need you



I look into the fire

I begin to leave this world behind

Where to is never known unless I think of you



Since the day you walked in my life

I know I don’t want you to leave it

I know I can’t make you stay

But baby I hope you do



I just existed before I met you

I hated and feared many things before you

With you I feel stronger

I feel alive



I don’t need money

A rare car

A plane

Or roses



What I need is you

Honesty

A gentle hand

A simple kiss

And a million hugs

Everyday for the rest of my life



You’re my heart

Please just stay

And never let me go


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